Saturday 3 September 2011

Where am I going

I'm still in limbo. Officially my ex and I are over but he keeps texting me and asking me to go for breakfast and such. He also asks me for advice on work and I go help him still.

With the new guy, things are still pretty sweet. We go for concerts, movies, meals, and he would sometimes come sleep over at my place.

I'm torn- I want a new life with the new guy but it's not serious yet. I want to break away from my ex but he still cares for me and I feel like we have too much invested to cut off completely. If only my new guy would commit, I would gladly cut off my ex, even though it's painful. But since he's not really committing to a future, i'm scared to let go of my past.

I'm in between two places and can't seem to move.


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