Why so angry

I'm confused. The married guy is so sweet in person, so tender and loving. But when he gets angry and he tells me about stuff he's angry about on whatsapp, he really sounds harsh. Using words like 'fucking fools' or 'fucking idiot' etc. I'm not used to this kind of language.

But in real life when I'm with him, I don't think he says it in the harsh tone that I would imagine, over whatsapp. Or am I just making excuses?

He still hasn't called the divorce lawyer..he says he will call soon. I have a bad feeling that this will be a recurrent theme in our drama.

My ex is still upset and he wants to get back together. He also has other problems at work and he plays victim - he says his life is falling apart and everything is going wrong. I tell him to roll with it, and things will eventually get better.

I think my life is a mess. I wish I was one of those housewives who have 2 kids and a stable husband who works and comes home and on weekends we go out as a family even if a tad boring. I just really really want kids right now.

I'm watching the sex and the city dvds now and I realise that when I first started watching them I was 29 and now five years later, I'm the same age as the girls in the series. Growing older is depressing.