Can't do this

I really really can't do this anymore. He keeps changing his mind and he just can't commit to us. He says he isn't sure that he can love me the way I deserve. That's just a real snarky way to say that he doesn't love me enough.

I think we are really on the break up track now and I keep thinking I should initiate it instead of him.

I also feel crushed that he is probably doing this because of S. Even though he says it's separate, it's the most likely reason right?

I think I'm just about done with all this jerking around and I know I deserve so much better. Why can't I just let go?


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